I’m finding it rather difficult to say goodbye to my current job(for a more challenging job). It’s like breaking up. And I’ve never actually broken up with anyone. For an hour straight, I was crying in front of our managing director, our ceo, and on my desk. I was trying to stop the tears but they just came pouring.
It’s not that I don’t want to leave – my reason for leaving is valid – but I find it hard to leave the people I’ve shared laughs with (and pagtataray as well), and especially the chosen few I hold close to my heart. like, really close.
This is probably the second biggest risk I’ve taken so far – and it scares the hell out of me. But if I don’t go ahead and grab the opportunity to work my ass off and develop my brain, I might not be able to get this chance again. As drei would often say, “err on the side of action”, and although I’m not sure if this risk will have a rewarding pay-off in the end (I’m thinking this is a calculated risk, but then again, I’ve never been good at math), at least I tried. I had the courage to say goodbye. farewell. au revoir. Let’s just be friends.
Still, it hurts. I cry, I smoke, and I wait for that someone to hold my hand.