I remember telling myself and even writing it down here that I’m letting go of all my angst, anger, pain, etc acquired in 2009. TURNS OUT,  it was  to prepare myself for all the CRAP, ANGST, PAIN of JANUARY 2010. Sort of emptying myself for things to come. Arg. Great. Just when I was making headway.

You can never have too much good stuff happening in your life after all. And when that realization comes down on you like an airplane 2 seconds from disaster, all you can do is stare; mesmerized… and kaboom.

Now whether you laugh or cry in helplessness is up to you. I choose the former.